Tuesday, September 18, 2007
GOOD NEWS, PEOPLE. I'VE GOT A NEW IDOL..
He has an identical twin, Tom Kaulitz, who is older by 10 mimutes, but then they're easily distinguished becuase of their different dressing styles. Tom's more of the hip-hop kind while Bill's well, *gushes* is known for his androgynous look. He often wears skinny jeans, black jackets, rock band tees, and Gothic jewellery, as well as dark eyeliner and makeup. Currently, he has dyed his hair black with white-blonde streaks and styled it in a spiky, voluminous style.
this was the hairstyle when he started off having..
BILL KAULITZ! <3
yeah!! he's super cute you know! INTRODUCED to me by BIANCA on 14th SEPTEMBER 2007.
Fell in love with him IMMEDIATELY after watching the music video, DURCH DEN MONSUN.
Band: TOKIO HOTEL
Born on: 1 SEPTEMBER 1989 [now he's EIGHTEEN! ^^]
p.s. i was THIRTEEN days late! >.<
p.s. i was THIRTEEN days late! >.<
GERMAN.
He has an identical twin, Tom Kaulitz, who is older by 10 mimutes, but then they're easily distinguished becuase of their different dressing styles. Tom's more of the hip-hop kind while Bill's well, *gushes* is known for his androgynous look. He often wears skinny jeans, black jackets, rock band tees, and Gothic jewellery, as well as dark eyeliner and makeup. Currently, he has dyed his hair black with white-blonde streaks and styled it in a spiky, voluminous style.
Bill also has three tattoos: the Tokio Hotel logo on the back of his neck, a star on the right side of his stomach, and a fancy script on his left forearm reading "Freiheit 89" (which translates to "Freedom 89", in reference to his birth year). His tongue and right eyebrow arch are pierced. [he got them when he was about 14 only!]
Tom usually wears very baggy t-shirts, a head sock and hat, and baggy shorts. Tom has the left side of his bottom lip pierced. He also sports Dreadlocks.
COOL, huh?? whee~ i'm refering to BILL, haha.
ohOH! i'd say you all GOT to watch this music video of his band's DURCH DEN MONSUN.
i think Bill was around 15 or so.. SUPER CUTE and ohmygosh, MY PRETTY HANDSOME DARLING! <3>
This is the English version, MONSOON, made either this or last year..hehheh..
I know..a lot of people say he look like girl but.. PLEASE DON'T CALL HIM ONE! i know he's pretty and all.. [dun get jealous, haha.] but yeah, you know I LOVE HIM. :D
now FEAST YOUR EYES on my wonderful BILL. <3
this was the hairstyle when he started off having..
OMG. SO CUTE! <3
pretty COOL(:
gosh, absolutely LOVE his leather accessories.
gosh, absolutely LOVE his leather accessories.
GORGEOUS smile. ^^
Oh-So-INNOCENT!
swaying the crowd with his WUNNERFUL singing(:
looks like a male model to me! xD
makes you fall in LOVE with him...
my pretty darling's so slim, you can see his collar bone!
my pretty darling's so slim, you can see his collar bone!
i LOVE your fingernails.
singing with such..fullness of expressions..
side view! he's pretty from EVERY angle, yo.
Tom and Bill. LOVE the way he tilts his head and smile.
even till now, he smiles cute!
BILL's picture on the magazine! [on the left, dun care about the hideous lady on the right.]
yepp, will try to find more pics of BILL soon(:
lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 10:30 PM
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
heh..today the maths mock test super hard lor..and i didn't even study ANYTHING. really.i'm serious. throughtout the whole school holidays, i NEVER ONCE touched maths. yepp, screwed like shiat. i left alot of blanks and couldn't complete in time..and so tired today some more. because my whole left arm was having muscle ache the whole while. During Paper 2, sometime halfway or so, i started feeling like i needed to pee, and was squirming around in my seat while trying to do the paper. it was HARD! >.<>ok here's how i got the muscle ache..
Monday my squad went to Home Team Academy for Dry Shoot. I tell you, that officer who was going through the safety rules and procedures of the shoot was SUPER COCKY lor. first one, pick me to answer his question. Wad safety rules... i like nearly forgot leh.. but heng he asked the next person what are the parts of the pistol.
Ting Huan very funny.. spell the Stock (aka handle) as S.T.A.L.K. den the cocky officer said, "Flower, is it?" Everyone laughed so hard.
Then later, he point to me and asked me another question. I ask you all, who could have been more SUAY than me on that horrible day?? Shiats. Oh! den right, just before the session ended, i asked him a question la. I asked him where should the target or area of target that we are aiming should appear when we look through the rearsight and at the foresight. Like, when we are aiming, should the place we are aiming be above the imaginary horizontal line on top of the rearsight and foresight [both are aligned in a parallel line when you look thru] or what? [i know that right now you al must be super confused, haha.sorry.]
i even pointed to the diagram at the back of the room but apparently, he didn't get what i was saying and mistook it for another question. I did try asking again but then i thought it was no use and gave up. what for waste my breath? But lucky later when walking out of the place, Mr. Tan approached me and explained to me clearly.yay!
the whole lot [except a few being fetched by their parents] of us waited for the bus and guess what? In total, THREE 172 buses went past us as they were too full for anymore passengers to board. And finally, after about 45 mins or so, a 'boardable' bus finally came. I got home around 7 plus, thank god(: i lived the nearest [mrt station, i mean] among audrey, ting huan and yu jia, you see. haha.
The next day, tuesday, we went back to the Home Team Academy again for practice shoot. Guess what? we had to wear FULL-UNIFORM and march ALL THE LONG WAY to the range. and to be honest, the place's REALLY huge. it's not just that. we had to carry our heavy bags on our left hands as we march. our NCOs did help us carry abit. for me, i only let her help me carry my shoes while inside my bag, there was a maths file, maths textbook, my sch uniform and the rest of the normal everyday stuff that i carry to and back from school.
In the end, i think quite alot of us couldn't march properly and our bags kept slipping off our hands. And you all know what happened next, don't you? Once we reached, i put down my bags and my whole left arm, hand and shoulder was numb. serious. even lifting my left hand to haven't even reach my chest that high was so painful. [It remained numb even when i got home already and today i woke up with muscle ache all over it.]
The next part-- SHOOTING! hoho.very exciting! but abit scary.. FIRST TIME USING A REAL PISTOL WITH REAL BULLETS! i very happy..12 bullets leh! before we start shooting right, we had to put on this ear muffler la. i say, if i could get my hands on one of those, i wouldnt have to cover my ears so much whenever my mum or dad starts to nag. Cool, huh? :D ohOH! the officer at the station i was at was one of the few nice officers there! And guess what? His surname was THE SAME AS MINE! haha. Jason Seow. ^^ here's how it went.
J.S. : You have the same surname as me. [smiles]
me : Whoo! [that is what i really did say..]
J.S. : How often do you see someone with the surname Seow, huh? [still smiling]
me : Not very.
then i started to shoot le(: apparently, and dunno why, the pistol was surprisingly quite light and some how the Recoil after the bullet leaves the pistol wasn't that bad, i suppose. For the first two shots, i was too nervous and didnt aim properly. And i guess those were the two shots that went out, hee.
My results were okay, i guess^^ 51/60. Same as shao yan. Sharon got the highest of 56/60. then, ting huan and audrey both got 49/60.
i very happy and honoured to finally be able to use a real gun! but sadly, that was the one and only practice shoot we have and the next time we come again, probably next year, we wuld be taking the Marksman Badge test, where we have to get 65/90 and above to pass. 18 BULLETS. :D i really hope i can get the badge!
lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 6:27 PM
Saturday, September 08, 2007
woke up at 7:30 in the morning, so that i could get ready and then go to tuition. In the end, I went to tuition 20 mins late, hee. but i was released at 11:00, the usual time. yepp, and so i was early for service. FINALLY EARLY FOR PRAYER MEETING!heh.it was a really long time since i've been punctual for PRAYER MEETING. cool. Today the songs so nice.. for Praise&Worship, gots Rain Down [emily like this song!], Always And Forever and Never Let Me Go [i think]. Then also got Hosanna.
i tell you..i really like the song Always And Forever lor! During Metamorphosis on wednesday, they sometimes got show some christian music videos on the screen during breaks. Yepp, recognised the song almost straight away when i heard them playing it today..
I tell you what i like most about it: the part just before the chorus. here's how it goes..
And i wanna show you
What you mean to me god
I give you my whole life
And i gotta tell you
That i am yours forever
Lord i give you my whole life
WHY? because it has got the sorta SARCASTIC [sorta] touch..wah..i really appreciate songs that have like abit SARCASTIC tune de.. so nice^^
haha.here's the video link from youtube..sorry the sound not so good. But what more can you expect from a LIVE performance and a youtube video? haha. enjoy anyways(:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SD7lZ415djQ
you know the other time i got blog about the guy from church whom i thought he likes me right? Today after lunch, me and Kar Chian were sitting down and talking la. Then he walk past and kept looking back lehs. [p.s. i just found out that he is sec 3 and his name, but i ain't gonna say.but Sharon called him Skeleton Guy yesterday, haha. because we didn't know his name and only found out today.]
OKAY. I DON'T CARE. HE LIKES KAR CHIAN AND KEEPS LOOKING AT HER, NOT ME. *sticks out tongue and doesn't care even if you don't agree*
he also never talk to me one..pooie.NOT going to think about it anymore. because i'm going to remain SINGLE for the rest of my secondary life. Got boyfriend so stressed..might as well still have lotsa fun with friends^^ hee.
lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 9:05 PM
Friday, September 07, 2007
hoho! today i just watched finish LOVELESS. (:didn't know actually, till i just checked just now.
ah.. what a nice ending..really!
but somehow like not complete..hee.
Ritsuka haven't shown his true potential..or lose his ears.
Hope got some more episodes REAL SOON! xD
lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 11:00 PM
these two days i was really very pissed with my sister. It's like she keep treating me like shiat lor. I think she always thinks bad and negative things about me. She also got write in her blog. I think she's rather ungrateful. But then i shall not go elaborating on it. Because i kept thinking that if i write all the bad stuff about her on this blog, wouldn't i be stirring up more hate?
And yep, what we learnt in last saturday's Shepherding Class, the 4th test: a peacemaker, not troublemaker. Do i make peace or stir up trouble? Do i like to be argumentative? Well, an argumentative attitude is a mark of immaturity and our Ministry Requires Maturity. I do not want to be so immature enough so as to blog about her evil actions anymore because then everyone would read it and get a rather bad impression of her. [i'm sorry i've done that in the past but now i realise it is wrong and that i have to change.] I think they should meet the person and get to know her themselves. It is not up to me to 'corrupt' her mind. But seriously, i was rather angry at her.
I just received the song, Tsuki No Kaasu, my blog song, from Yau Xuan today. haha. quite fun. Both of us were commenting on each other's friendster accounts and yep, i asked him to send it to me thru Windows Messenger. YAY^^ happy le. I also got put in my phone, hehe. Just now i asked if Bianca wanted it but then she said her manga songs cd have le. Oh wells...
I went to school in the afternoon, hoping to take my maths textbook home so that i can revise la. i was walking towards the 265 bus stop and then the bus came. well, i was kinda lazy you see and although it was just a couple of steps away, i did not runto board it. REGRET. i ended up waiting for it for like, 15 to 20 mins. Slightly pissed. Then right, because the bus stopped at nearest to the back gate so i tried to go in la. LOCKED. Quite pissed le. so, i had to walk ONE BIG ROUND just to get to the front gate and honestly speaking, it was tiring. And i just bathed. want me to sweat so much some more.
Walked to class. Classroom door LOCKED. EXTREMELY pissed le lor. Go all the way to school for nothing. At that time, i could feel abit of hot tears like want to come out of my eyes. I've got anger management issues. Yeah, and because i went to school, i was late for meeting Sharon they all to go for Prayer Meeting. [but to my surprise, i later found out that they were also late and they came to the 135 bus stop about 1 min before i did. hee.]
yep, we were all late. And i was trying to listen to music on my phone, trying to cool down. I think music is really influential and essential in my life as it affects my mood, haha. Yeah, the packet of Milo i was drinking apparently didnt work to improve my mood.
During Prayer Meeting at Rachael's house, we were praying [duhh.] and i asked God to help me cool down la. i asked God to help me not get angry with my sister when i get home. Well, i guess God really did answer my prayers. When i got home, i decided to ignore her, and not look at her straight in the face. It kinda worked. Then she started to get so stressed up because she couldn't find her chemistry book. I don't know why, but i started to help her look for it. Funneh. I just felt that i needed to do it. Bt in the end, we find how hard also cannot find. but think she seems happier becuase i did make an effort to try to find it for her.
I don't know why but after i got home, my mood was exceptionally good. After i ate, i immediately washed the dishes and threw away the rubbish without even being told. [usually it's either my mum or dad who bags the rubbish up when they get home and asks someone to throw it away.] then after that, i washed the school shoes. surprisingly, i took only 20 mins, like alot shorter than on normal days when i wash shoes. cool. that's what i get when my mood is good? haha.
Then i went to bathe. LADIES AND GENTLEMENT, FOR THE RECORD, I'VE BATHED TWO TIMES TODAY. haha. you'll only get to see me do that once in a blue moon.
After that, i folded my clothes and den went to use the com. hee. i feel happy now((: tommorow's service again. purposely arranged tuition time to 9:00 in the morning so that i could attend the Unit Meeting after service and a possible shepherding from Sharon. IF she gets ready a lesson for tmr. can't wait! haha.
lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 9:58 PM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
yesterday was.. METAMORPHOSIS! haha so fun so fun.. eh.. it's more for New-Believers la, but a "good revision" for me though. From 12-5pm, there was teaching..and i could only go for that.. couldn't make it for Extended Prayer Meeting, which was from 6-8pm, because i had to go home. I suppose that was the 'most fun part', like a rock concert you know! but then..nvm..because it was my mum's bday yesterday too.
Went out for dinner at Sakae Sushi at Sun Plaza..new one. Dad was involved in an accident again, so he didnt go. It was pretty serious, because i think his handlebar pierced his chest, very close to his heart. Motorcycle. The other details i did not ask him yet. Ya.the thing that i looked forward to this time was eating raw salmon. Because that was what i think i ate in the dark and found it quite nice actually.
NICE.
mum used to tell us not to eat raw food bcos she scared we get tummy upset. But then she also never eat it herself, because she didnt like the taste. I think my stomach can handle it now. Think. Because i just pooped. But it helps to clear my system, eh? xD haha. Yeah.it's definitely more tasteless than cooked food but i still like it..soft and pink.. let sister try it. she liked it too.
At first i took a small plate with two salmon sushies. But later i took the red plate one. -- Got 6 thicker and juicier pieces of salmon. the salmon pieces were on this small pack of ice but i tok it out immediately, because i think that salmon does not taste so nice if it's too cold. but then again, it's my taste and preference so you all should try it for yourself and let your senses and tastebuds guide you...
Yeah, and while we were eating, suddenly sister had this stupid idea.
"Why don't we try cooking the salmon in hot water?"
yep.so we conducted the experiment. here's how it looked like:
me cutting up the piece of salmon
the piece of fish.
into the water!
end result- pink, soft and delicious.
the tasting- ain't gonna tell you who's that. xD
clear water.
colour difference- all the oil from the salmon!
stupid idea becomes an ingenious one.
bought her a Strawberry Berry Tart from Starbucks [ex] but it was shared among the four of us- three siblings and she herself.
cool.dno why i just walked into Starbucks and just purchased it..but it was really nice. yay! i think it's kinda worth the money(:
lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 2:44 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
hey ho! haha.just put up a new song, the starting song from the anime i'm watching currently, LOVELESS. haha, yeah! today i'm gonna watch till episode 8 on youtube. whee~ it's so niceh! introduced by Bianca last year, hee. hope you'll enjoy the song while i get back to my show! xDD[p.s. there's manga for Loveless, but i hvn't buy yet and i'm not sure if i even want to..hee.]
lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 3:51 PM