Saturday, September 23, 2006
yesterday couldnt post cos so busy..got e np thingy......AND NO INUYASHA!!! Sooooo sian lor..I actually stayed up especially to watch it de leh..and Bridging Minds 2006 disappointed me..was quite angry with it but i think it should not be on next week..or i'd get real mad! haha..just kidding..but it would be true i'd get very upset..BECAUSE I LOVE INUYASHA!!! ( now you'd think im a maniac of some sort but i really really like that show )
Speaking of a maniac, i think im going crazy and overly anxious for this term's test..i actually thought today was sunday and panicked(well, a little..)! Cos monday hv history test..hai..
Ya noe, i was thinking abt this yesterday..there was this thing i realised i hv sorta repeated two years apart but its almost e same thing..Two years ago, it was raining and on e way home i saw a girl younger den me frm my pri sch whose umbrella kept threatening to over-turn. It was a very heavy rain ya see and i myself had a rather cosy shelter above myself..I didnt noe why i did it cos i usually very shy abt helping strangers and dat girl sure is one to me though i hv seen her before and she lives in e same block as me, but somehow i approached her, unexpectedly, and sheltered her back to e block.
Well, last week it sorta happened again..a little different though..Last thurs i saw a pri sch friend(classmate) of mine in a train and said hi(actually he said hi first den i say). Well, it was only when we were approaching sembawang den we realised it was raining. We alighted dere la..I walked fast(as usual) and as i was around reaching out of the mrt station, he caught up with me and asked me how was i goin back in e rain. I said i had an umbrella and den he walked up to anther friend of his (apparently it was my pri chi lesson classmate.how coincidential..). And so i walked past em with my umbrella but as i stopped at a traffic junction waiting for e green man, i saw him stop where i was and saw he had walked through e rain, all wet and drenched. Inside my mind was like, you gotta help him gladys. I was also shy at that time la.. But to my surprise, I actually walked up to him and did what i had planned inside my head which i tot would nvr happen!
He accepted my help and he asked me where i stayed and vice versa. Lucky he live near me la(actually i already noe dat)..so i sheltered him all e way to the linkway dere. My bag was wet(duh, umbrella where got big enough for 2 ppl and big bulky bags?)but at least he said thanks, not like the girl i helped two years ago though i could see she was grateful. He said it many times, sms-ed me a thanks and on messenger he said thanks too. So nice rite? But dun get e wrong idea ppl hor..wo men mei you na zhong rou ma de gan qing..we dun have that kinda feelings for each other, just friends.
Anyway, this 2 incidents really got me thinking: How come this happened to me twice and again? Its weird but i think it was He who wanted me to do this (prob anth of my boring talks)..well, i guess this is what and anyway its kinda similar to e saying "Wisdom tells us that we are likely to repeat the same mistakes" or smthing like dat, i cant really rmb..its like some things just happen again in each of ur lives rite? Well, it just really set me thinking yesterday and i actually had alot in mind except that i couldnt go online yesterday so too bad lor..
Ai ya it seems like i keep writing extremely long posts and im sure you all sian le but i always seem to hv alot to write abt, at least for now i think. I think the reason why i choose to start blogging is cos i feel i hv alot up my mind but i lazy to write in a diary and i sorta find it more 'relaxing' to type it out..oh well..gtg..sis wants to use com le.. lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 7:44 PM
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