heys okok so i lied abt not being able to post today..this is 'illegal', as in i'm not supposed to use com aft ten but, heh.ain't this good? (: finally can post aft a LONG time! :D okok today's post will not be that pleasant again la, sry:\ slightly horrid day, hais.well, here goes..
today i stayed back until 5 plus to use e com at sch library, hopin to find more info for e india ipw proj la.but it wasn't so..well, successful la, sadly): but i found out sth IRRELEVANT hehe.i realised that the 'i can't save anyth' prob lied in my thumbdrive): keh.so disappointing lohrs..OK! back to story.. So i went up the bus, and sat opposite this lady la [facing each other de].she was like dozing off.but halfway thru e trip, she woke up and took out a packet of crackers.guess what? She PURPOSELY let e red plastic bag drop on the floor leh! I mean, like, its so obvious she did it delibrately de lah.and she was like trying to look away.
i hesitated for awhile before i finally gathered my courage to tell her to pick up the red plastic bag.you know what THAT woman said?
"Its not mine.Can help me throw away?" she picked it up and passed to me. So of course i REFUSED to be bullied by that IRRESPONSIBLE woman and said, "No its yours.You throw it away yourself."
She angry le lah, starting to say, "Who are you ah? You should respect your elders ah! I older than you ok?" I tried to explain to her that what she was doing was wrong, but would she listen? NO. Then we stopped for awhile and she kept staring at me. [THANK GOD my name tag was covered by my bag strap ah! ]
And i smiled.guess that made her even madder(:
After awhile, going to reach yio chu kang mart station liao le, she said "excuse me" so she can go out.Then she started again. "Who are you to tell me what to do ah?" I replied, "I'm a human being." Actually, what i meant to say was that i'm a human being too.And i deserve the right to speak out my opinions. Then she went, "So? So what you human being? Wah you are..your mouth so..so..your mouth so bad ah.So rude! I older than you ok? You should respect me ok?" [what kind of respect does this woman deserve? UNREASONABLE like shit ah!]
Again i tried to explain to her.Then she said, "Yah i don't want people to tell me." [that she's wrong, i suppose. ] With that, she got off her seat [THANK GOD again, and that i didnt see her at mrt station later on too].But what did she do? She went to a group of st.nics sec4 girls and said, "Your classmate ah.So rude!" Classmate?? HAH. Well that made me felt a little angry and i felt ABIT like crying.but i didnt(: After that, at the mrt station the grp of sec4 girls approached me and asked me what happened.so i told them.Nice girls, they are(: they told me not to worry abt that crazy woman, heh.Well, actually i recognised one of em as one of my ma'ams, though she and i don't really noe each other but oh wells(:
That woman on the bus was really unreasonable lor. I really think she kinda 'looks down' on people who are younger than her, trying to exercise her 'right' as an elder. I bet she wouldn't dare to say all those stuff she said to me to an adult, or if my frens were around me. I mean, SHE was the one who started it lor. She refused to pick up the plastic bag, denying it was hers, THEN trying to change the subject and put the blame on me.
So knowing me, i sweared. Under my breath and in my head, of course.wouldn't want the people on the bus to think bad of me heh.I must not seem so bad la, if not they really think i was really in the wrong, for they would be able to tell that i'm a 'bad' child because i swear.Called her a f***ing a**h***, (: and some others heh.
but then i told myself that i was doing the right thing all along. And that God noes who is in the right and who is in the wrong. That i shall not be affected by what others think of me. For the judgement shall be passed when we leave this world. That God IS a fair god, and he shall bring people justice.
but i guess its mostly because i've become sorta 'emotionless' le la. [think i've mentioned this before but not sure hehe.] As in, i can 'block' out some emotions that would overwhelm me like when i felt like crying, somehow ABIT of me was pushing away that emotion, like as if it were kind of a 'natural instinct' le. [ at least i THINK i can 'block' out sometimes.. ] its great, i think(: cause then i won't care much abt what others think, and my life shall not really be affected(:
haha okays i think i'd better finish up my work le..buh bye! :D
LOVES
god
cinema bizarre!
TOKIO HOTEL
Germany!
Shōnen-ai manga and anime! (any recommendations?)
Ben from Make Me A Supermodel(:
to be single(:
lemons (the fruit itself is more exciting(: )
mum's black pepper chicken
florida's natural orange juice
fresh australian milk (Masters Pura)
soya bean milk
dark chocolate
salmon (raw/half cooked)
the aeroplane!
muruku --VERY addictive
playing soccer (defender)
WISHES
;new mp3 player
;more nice coloured shirts
;black skinny jeans!
;dog collar!
;shoes- with at least a buckle and chains(:
;shoes- to match my striped long socks
;for eyeliner to look better on me.
;a COOL haircut. :D
;new guitar!
;cd- ZIMMER 483.
;a best friend who takes me as hers too.
;a new idol! [desperate.]
;a friend to love.
;FOR TOKIO HOTEL TO COME TO S'PORE.
;for guys to like me only as a FRIEND.
;to be a pilot :D
;good grades [duhh.]
;more money xD
;parents to not quarrel anymore
;more people getting to know the Lord((:
;lotsa cds that i like(:
;more FOOD!
[sngs_npcc]
