Yesterday i had quite a few dreams, and they all seemed to have lasted quite long over the night. One was sth like alot of random ppl keep approaching me and telling me who their crushes are, and who they like, one after another. It was weird, but i actually listened to them talk. Just listen i guess, and mayb i got advise them on some tips ;D
Then i also dreamt of the pastry on top of Country Manna's mushroom soup..hehe yesterday went there for dinner..but the pastry VERY nice lehs! Very buttery and also some crispy, just the way i like it((: was thinking abt it all the way till i slept you see, haha.
Well, i did dream of my cousin too. Don't ask. It was some random dream too. But then i think it was partially because my sister and i were talking abt his character yesterday night. He's a really REALLYnice guy i tell you. My cousin. I mean, his character is really good lah. Although he;s angry with someone, he tries to control his anger. He speaks up for his own rights too. Like most of e time when his parents are unreasonable. He's a gentle guy, as in he's not gay okay. He sort of strongly dislikes gays. But i guess its understandable. He doesn't wanna be homo...
And he's kinda cute too(: Both definitions of 'cute'. If we were not cousins, i would have 'snatched' him up almost immediately. But sadly we are, and there's nothing i can do abt it): But i do look up to him as a 'big brother' and a griend, although we're not so close... he talks more to my sis...
He's fifteen this year and he had a girlfren before. Last year. But they broke up quite long ago liao. My cousin DEFINITELY doesn't go for those kind of bitchy girls. He likes cute girls with quite nice characters. He cares more abt the inside than the outside(: And that's one of the many things that i like abt him too. I do hope that the girls he like do like his character too, and not just his appearance. Such guys are hard to come by. I think he's like, one of the very few guys i've met whose character is just.. AWESOME. i think he's a good fren too(: And so i really hope that the people he would meet, and also the people he have already met would really appreciate him(:
Talking abt e boyfriend/girlfriend thingy, i think that should anyone ask me if i were ready for a relationship, my answer to them would be "maybe". There are quite a few factors that affects my answer. I think the reason is because i'm afraid that if i were really in one, i would not be able to give HIM what he wants. And i would feel very bad. Sort of like as if i have 'cheated' him in some way.
I think that if i love someone so passionately, i would be very,VERY serious about the whole thing. I guess i would be pretty frank and open with him/her and if there was sth i feel i just have to tell him/her, i would prefer a face-to-face talk with him.her. And i'd prefer that no one else is around too. I'm not so sure if i'm afraid of being rejected because i've never gotten into one before. But i guess i've thought abt it before. [ if not, why would i even bother to type this whole paragraph huh? XD ] But then i guess everyone is afraid of rejection, not only in relationships.
LOVES
god
cinema bizarre!
TOKIO HOTEL
Germany!
Shōnen-ai manga and anime! (any recommendations?)
Ben from Make Me A Supermodel(:
to be single(:
lemons (the fruit itself is more exciting(: )
mum's black pepper chicken
florida's natural orange juice
fresh australian milk (Masters Pura)
soya bean milk
dark chocolate
salmon (raw/half cooked)
the aeroplane!
muruku --VERY addictive
playing soccer (defender)
WISHES
;new mp3 player
;more nice coloured shirts
;black skinny jeans!
;dog collar!
;shoes- with at least a buckle and chains(:
;shoes- to match my striped long socks
;for eyeliner to look better on me.
;a COOL haircut. :D
;new guitar!
;cd- ZIMMER 483.
;a best friend who takes me as hers too.
;a new idol! [desperate.]
;a friend to love.
;FOR TOKIO HOTEL TO COME TO S'PORE.
;for guys to like me only as a FRIEND.
;to be a pilot :D
;good grades [duhh.]
;more money xD
;parents to not quarrel anymore
;more people getting to know the Lord((:
;lotsa cds that i like(:
;more FOOD!
[sngs_npcc]
