okays. i know my life's pretty messed up. Iam pretty messed up myself. My family, friends and myself. They all are affecting me to come to this state of having such loneliness and sadness in me. THE STRESS FROM SCHOOL TOO. mom and dad not on good terms, hard to talk nicely, really. Dun really have friends. Me not daring to speak up/out.
Monday-- got sore eyes. scared it was tt my blood vessel had broke. Luckily jialing had eyedrop and my eyes was better aft awhile..so its OKAY! :D
Tuesday--HORRIBLE ms susan lim encounter. but she turned out to be quite nice actually. WHEN YOU TALK TO HER. i guess i've lost ALOT FACE. heck. let e ppl think what they want. Her b'day: two days ago. [sorry i didnt wish her! >.<]
LOVES
god
cinema bizarre!
TOKIO HOTEL
Germany!
Shōnen-ai manga and anime! (any recommendations?)
Ben from Make Me A Supermodel(:
to be single(:
lemons (the fruit itself is more exciting(: )
mum's black pepper chicken
florida's natural orange juice
fresh australian milk (Masters Pura)
soya bean milk
dark chocolate
salmon (raw/half cooked)
the aeroplane!
muruku --VERY addictive
playing soccer (defender)
WISHES
;new mp3 player
;more nice coloured shirts
;black skinny jeans!
;dog collar!
;shoes- with at least a buckle and chains(:
;shoes- to match my striped long socks
;for eyeliner to look better on me.
;a COOL haircut. :D
;new guitar!
;cd- ZIMMER 483.
;a best friend who takes me as hers too.
;a new idol! [desperate.]
;a friend to love.
;FOR TOKIO HOTEL TO COME TO S'PORE.
;for guys to like me only as a FRIEND.
;to be a pilot :D
;good grades [duhh.]
;more money xD
;parents to not quarrel anymore
;more people getting to know the Lord((:
;lotsa cds that i like(:
;more FOOD!
[sngs_npcc]
