Thursday, November 22, 2007
yo. just got back from Bangkok, Thailand. 17-21 November. Shopped loads! And to think i just went to Thailand [Chiang Rai] abt three weeks ago only, haha.Eh, actually this post is gonna be about me and my family. I'm gonna be rather honest about it, and i don't see the importance of hiding anything. But then of course, these are from my point of view and i won't blame you all if you have any strong objections of what is going to be written.FATHERI used to think he was alright. He was, in fact, in the past. Didn't talk much, was rather nice to us three siblings. Now, PAIN IN THE ASS. He's such a nag, and i'm not kidding about what i'm calling him. Nowadays, EVERYTHING he says is either a lecture or scolding. He's a Wet Blanket, a soaking wet one. Since last year, whenever i try to talk to him about something that would usually spark people's interest and they would cheerfully reply you, he'll just give a nonchalant reply, telling me to go do something.
Oh, and he also PUTS PEOPLE DOWN. He's so discouraging. He makes you feel so lowly of yourself with whatever that comes out of his mouth. Today's the release of the PSLE results rite? In the morning, he said that if my brother got above 200, it would be a miracle. And that he wouldn't get any grade higher than a 'C'. Mum, Aunt, Baby cousin and I accompanied my brother to school today to collect his results.
[HE GOT 210! :D hehe, very happy for him!] I was thinking at that point of time, IN HIS FACE THAT DAMN MAN [father]. Guess what he said when he knew Bro's PSLE score? "Should thank me, because i tutored him." NOT EVEN ONE WORD OF PRAISE FOR HIS SON. He got tutor meh? More like keep asking him to revise and revise. He seems to be rather obsessed with Cleaniness and Tidiness. He always threatens to throw away our stuff if we don't pack our study table. He said that this holiday if we pack our desks, he would give us all a Pizza treat. Pack liao but up till now, still haven't give. Which brings us to the point that he NEVER KEEPS HIS PROMISES. Promised to pay for my sister's Sec 4 books "later" since last year, but up till now he haven't given her any of the money which she used hers first to pay.He thinks he is so great just because he's a CATHOLIC. He thinks his religion is the only RIGHT ONE and that everyone should follow. He DISCRIMINATES CHRISTIANS, saying all whatever for e.g., "Do you know why Catholic priests don't marry? Priests either don't marry or don't be one at all. Not like you Christians. No one can have the best of both worlds one!" to ME. And he always other Christians as my "GANG". Freak, who wants to listen to what he says against us Protestants? And today he even BOASTED that my brother is going to attend Catholism Classes soon. He's still a christian now.Well, it's just so frustrating to have him in the house. And now that he's injured, i TREASURE THE TIME WHENEVER HE GOES OUT.MOTHERShe used to be so "loving" and whatsoever. Now she can go CRAZY anytime and very fast. Think she's becoming senile. During the Bangkok trip, she can "force" us to buy something taht she thinks is cute, etc and she can still say that she buy so many things for us. okay la, mostly is we choose one, but still. Oh, she SELF-PITY herself everytime she's angry with us. She'll go like, "I'm not appreciated. All that i've done for you all [me and siblings], i've done out of love and this is what i get." or "You all have hurt me so much. I don't see a point in *something*." CRYING/WAILING.When she gets mad, she'll blame EVERYBODY. Talking about her being senile, she seems to be hard of hearing nowadays. Like, recently. But apparently, she's RATHER GOOD at hearing me and my sis whisper about her. Surprising, huh. She also likes to repeat herself so many times, people get irritated with her. During the shopping, she keeps asking abt the price until alot of shop owners say something behind her back when we leave.She's a NAG too, like all mothers are i guess. And so isn't it horrid and unlucky to have TWO nags in the house? Yeah, she seems rather friendly and motherly [at least that's what Bianca's mother decribes her as] to whichever of you all who meets her. But of course, you'll never know what she's like until you live with her. And i also don't know how Father can live with her for so long.SISTERI guess you all should know by now right, 'cause i've talked about her like in my posts a few months ago. I don't know and am not sure whether she's better now. Guess she still thinks that she's kinda great sometimes, talking about other people's bad points when she herself also have that bad point [mostly when she's angry or when we're quarelling]. i admit i do fear her sometimes and i seriously think that she still HATES ME TO THE CORE. She thinks that whatever that i do is wrong. A little mistake that i make can irritate her.And when she says that we all cool off very fast after being angry? i think she's not really the type that she says she is. Especially with me lah, the one she dislikes a lot. Oh, and because i "fear" her right, i do take note of the things that she don't like me to do and all her preferences. She has many, my goodness. And i guess i'm considered 'cowardly' by doing so? Damn.BROTHERHe used to be irritating and i hated him a lot, from young. And so i treated him very badly, actually. But now, he seems to have changed ALOT. He's a good guy now and i mean it. He's more mature than i was at his age. He gives way to others. And he doesn't get angry easily. Although he may be a little irritating at times, he's rather okay. He may not look so good on the outside [a little fat but he's playing badminton almost everyday!] but what matters is on the INSIDE. cliche, but he's actually quite nice hor.And i LOVE him the most in the family now. (: that's why i even bothered to accompany him to school today! hee. Feel like hugging him and saying my first "i love you" to him. But i think i'll do it during Christmas bah. (:Eh, sorry i'm kinda rushing for time right now. But i'll promise to dedicate a post about myself and i'll promise it'll be a truthful one, okay? (: lost; blur; hurt was brought to life at 9:01 PM
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