today i'm feeling quite happy! [except for at night when my mum just went *ahem*crazy*ahem* because of my bill, the freaking autoroamthing f***ing up, resulting in my mum having to pay alot extra. and also because my bro haven't bathed] Firstly, i brought Cheryl to church! she's so cute can, sec one only and she's so small sized! haha. She was myfirst contact that i've brought to church. And i was so scared all the while! And i didn't expect her to accept Christ too, hehe. yay she's so friendly and i'm glad she made that decision in her life!
Second thing was i read one of the mangas that Bianca lent me,Pocket Sentimental, and the pretty guy kissed the taller guy, who had a crush on him for a long time but was too shy to tell him. hehe. i think that manga very cute! like sth different too(: And it seemed to last longer than all the other mangas that i've read so far.. [maybe cause got more pictures, i kept reading a little only then stop, and i was reading slower??]I love the pretty guy's hair!!
Thirdly, i told Bianca i kept thinking she was pretty since last year and when she replied, saying that she thought the same for me too. It was at the time i just finished reading the kissing part of the manga. So yeah, the grin on my face was even wider. We were actually talking [sms] about how our relatives keep judging us by our looks [fat-ness, etc]. When she was younger, her relatives thought she'd grow up to be fat and stupid. And i was like,"What??!! She's so not stupid! "And then of course i told her what i thought about her looks lah, haha. But at that time, i felt abit embarrassedhehe. So i put an embarrassed smiley face.
When she replied me, i was like in disbelief you know. but i replied her, "and we didn't dare to tell each other last year." Then she said that it was quite random to mention while in school and i thought it was kind of true heh.. But the thing is right, it's not the compliment that she gave me that made me smile. But it was because i realised that there are some things that you have in common with another person, be it feelings, thoughts, passions, etc but youdon't KNOWthat until you ask or tell that person. And the feeling is like, wow. Amazed in a way, cause just when you thought that the other person surely wouldn't know or share the same thought, feeling or passion, she does. And then you'll find that you'vegrown closer to the personby a bit or maybe a lot too(: Because in a way, you've admitted something personal.
HEHE.just really wanted to post this although nowadays i'm lazy to on the comp, mostly because of hw and partially because of the wonderful manga^^ Er..will post about christmas stuff anth day! [prob one month after everything happens-.-"]
LOVES
god
cinema bizarre!
TOKIO HOTEL
Germany!
Shōnen-ai manga and anime! (any recommendations?)
Ben from Make Me A Supermodel(:
to be single(:
lemons (the fruit itself is more exciting(: )
mum's black pepper chicken
florida's natural orange juice
fresh australian milk (Masters Pura)
soya bean milk
dark chocolate
salmon (raw/half cooked)
the aeroplane!
muruku --VERY addictive
playing soccer (defender)
WISHES
;new mp3 player
;more nice coloured shirts
;black skinny jeans!
;dog collar!
;shoes- with at least a buckle and chains(:
;shoes- to match my striped long socks
;for eyeliner to look better on me.
;a COOL haircut. :D
;new guitar!
;cd- ZIMMER 483.
;a best friend who takes me as hers too.
;a new idol! [desperate.]
;a friend to love.
;FOR TOKIO HOTEL TO COME TO S'PORE.
;for guys to like me only as a FRIEND.
;to be a pilot :D
;good grades [duhh.]
;more money xD
;parents to not quarrel anymore
;more people getting to know the Lord((:
;lotsa cds that i like(:
;more FOOD!
[sngs_npcc]
