ehm..posting now cause i was a little disturbed on thursday...
eh..i have an awesome 'GAY' PARTNER/ BARNEY, aka kai ying! church friend laa, sec 2. last time from st nicks pri one.
anw, i told Bianca that we call each other gay partners for fun laa (because got one time we pretended to be les and walk along the road with tracy and seeyi in front, our arms over each others' shoulders ,hehe). then Bianca was a little concerned that because i put 'I LOVEE MY GAY PARTNER/BARNEY;D' as my pm on messenger, she was a little worried that people who are les or not may take it as an offence. and then she said something like she thought i'm like a very devoted christian and stuff so i think she thought i wouldn't say/do such a thing one laa. When i heard it right, i started to think laa. as in it never occurred to me before..i just thought since it's just for fun, playplay, and that me and kai ying were both PERFECTLY straight, it would be okay.
but after she said right, then i started to think that perhaps it would probably give other people a not so good impression? (if they think it's real, or not the other meaning, which gay = happy) then i started to think that i as a christian should have set a good example. but now i dun care! i just continue to put as my pm.
ohohohOH!! guess what?? ON FRIDAY I WENT FOR THE PLANETSHAKERS CONCERT! very cool and omg, its free! once a year only.. so happy man..then sound system very good also..all surround.. jumping and praising god so fun!! yeah had so much fun although not much space cause sharon and emily squeezed in between with us just before the concert sterted. actually supposed to start at 7.30pm but you know, usually concerts will have delay of any sort because of the people wanna go inside or something, so yeah it was delayed. ohyeah, the singers weren't out of tune at all leh! and it's like usually when poeple perform live they'd tend to go out of tune at least once laa. Saw a couple of st nick girls go there also but well, the only one i know well and have no feelings of dislike whatsoever towards is Benita. She shouted hi to me when she saw me haha. the rest are like abigail tang, gloria ang (blehh!), vanessa from sec 3 hope (blehh!), cleo, etc. but idc them! hee. it ended at 10.30, and well reached home at about 12 plus. then called kai ying and talked to her till 2.30. (andand today woke up at 8.30 somemore..)
However, what really touched me was seeing so many christians gathering together at the concert. And of course, you know that there are definitely more out there. Another thing that touched me was how the Planetshakers and Tim Hughes impacted the lives of non-christians among us and in the end, a lot of them accepted christ at the end of the concert. ahh..thank god for such concerts that may touch the lives of the many lost sheeps in the world. i hope that they can do more of such things, cause i really wanna see more people knowing christ and oh, may the faithful believers out there not be prosecuted by the government for worshipping Jesus! may the Lord watch over them, give them the strength to continue to perservere in their mission to spread the Gospel. May God always watch over them and be with them.
today during shepherd's meeting (unit), we were asked to think of one person there and affirm them laa. i started to affirm emily..saying that she always makes an effort to come down for things like how she rushed down for the concert. then after that i agreed with sharon that she listens whenever people complain to her. i DON'T KNOW WHY, but at that moment i started to cry. they started to pass me a tissue laa and i didnt get to finish affirming her. what i wanted to say and noticed was.. I think she's very sacrificial. and..you know, ever since the night of the sleepover when *ahem* like vent her anger (as in like scold/complain/released her frustration) to emily on the phone because there was some unhappiness on that day laa. and it was like, mostly not her fault? yet, she was the one who lent *ahem* a listening ear..just like she gives one to everyone. i really thank god for her you know. Somehow or another i get this feeling that emily actually has some personal problems in her life la, and she's also physically drained. However, she manages to keep that smile on her face almost everytime one sees her. And she can still crack the whole caregroup up. I thank god for her being strong laa, and also..for her faithfulness and dedication to her sheeps. She's had some difficult sheeps and how she managed to bring them back/connect them is so amazing... she'll make a great careleader someday. (:
LOVES
god
cinema bizarre!
TOKIO HOTEL
Germany!
Shōnen-ai manga and anime! (any recommendations?)
Ben from Make Me A Supermodel(:
to be single(:
lemons (the fruit itself is more exciting(: )
mum's black pepper chicken
florida's natural orange juice
fresh australian milk (Masters Pura)
soya bean milk
dark chocolate
salmon (raw/half cooked)
the aeroplane!
muruku --VERY addictive
playing soccer (defender)
WISHES
;new mp3 player
;more nice coloured shirts
;black skinny jeans!
;dog collar!
;shoes- with at least a buckle and chains(:
;shoes- to match my striped long socks
;for eyeliner to look better on me.
;a COOL haircut. :D
;new guitar!
;cd- ZIMMER 483.
;a best friend who takes me as hers too.
;a new idol! [desperate.]
;a friend to love.
;FOR TOKIO HOTEL TO COME TO S'PORE.
;for guys to like me only as a FRIEND.
;to be a pilot :D
;good grades [duhh.]
;more money xD
;parents to not quarrel anymore
;more people getting to know the Lord((:
;lotsa cds that i like(:
;more FOOD!
[sngs_npcc]
